The name of Paikea gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. It is far easier for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through writing than verbally. Your idealistic and sensitive nature gives you a deep appreciation for the finer things of life and a strong desire to be of service to humanity. In your quest for answers you may become drawn into religions or the occult. You crave peace and tranquillity, but seldom attain it, although you may find a degree of mental freedom when you go out into nature. Your feelings run deep and you crave love and affection but, because you seldom share your thoughts, others find it difficult to understand your needs, even if they wish to make you happy. Feeling inadequate in creating closeness and harmony in close relationships, you could become insecure, jealous, withdrawn, and repressed, and could suffer loneliness. Drama, music, and art appeal to your inspirational nature and may provide a creative outlet. Outwardly you often appear calm and in control, while inwardly you are experiencing turmoil and tension. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent.
