Your first name of Phadrian has given you an expressive, diplomatic, and refined nature. At such times, decision-making is an effort. You would prefer to ignore the harsh realities of life. You have very expensive tastes, and your desires could well exceed your initiative in providing for them through your own efforts. Although you have a good appreciation of material values, business ability, and skill in organizing and managing others, your success is restricted by a lack of self-confidence and initiative. Although you do have some fine qualities, you are not experiencing the fullness life has to offer through growth of mind and the emotional and financial stability that would bring you happiness. You appreciate the comfort that comes with financial success and look for opportunities for material gain by taking advantage of your personal contacts. Good business judgment and friends in higher positions give you the opportunity to meet and mix with people on a more refined, successful level. You have good business judgment but lack the confidence to carry out your own ideas unless assisted by an associate. Your enjoyment of the pleasures and comforts of life create a challenge when it comes to self-discipline.
