As Phongpan you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. All the finer things of life and beauties of nature are an inspiration to you and you are attracted to the mysteries of nature. Restricted expression can bottle up your feelings, making you inflexible and stubborn with a tendency to force your ideas on others. You have an awareness of your difficulty in establishing harmony in relationships and in showing affection and appreciation for those you value. You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof. Difficulty in expression results in your being too positive, blunt, and candid in speech. Frustration in creating the understanding you sincerely desire could result in tension, unhappiness, and outbursts of temper that could adversely affect your health. Contrary to your intent, you appear uncooperative, uncaring, and self-centred. Affected areas could include your heart, lungs, or bronchial organs, or centre in your head. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness.
