The name of Phyl gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. Your reactions to people vary according to how you feel. You crave peace and tranquillity, but seldom attain it, although you may find a degree of mental freedom when you go out into nature. Your feelings run deep and you crave love and affection but, because you seldom share your thoughts, others find it difficult to understand your needs, even if they wish to make you happy. Feeling inadequate in creating closeness and harmony in close relationships, you could become insecure, jealous, withdrawn, and repressed, and could suffer loneliness. In your quest for answers you may become drawn into religions or the occult. You tend to be secretive and noncommittal about private matters, yet at times you will talk effusively in order to hide your self-consciousness or to lead others away from personal subjects. You find pleasure in literature, in poetry, and in your ideals and will turn to them when you feel you have been misunderstood. This conflict will have a toll on your health and could show in weaknesses in your heart, lungs, and bronchial organs. Outwardly you often appear calm and in control, while inwardly you are experiencing turmoil and tension.
