Your first name of Pillaines creates a quick, clever mind capable of grasping and assimilating new ideas. " You do not mean to offend but being reserved creates a barrier in communication and makes you appear disinterested. Your feelings are easily hurt and so, to protect yourself, you withdraw within the realm of your private thoughts. From an early age you have desired a home, family, and related responsibilities, and although you are not demonstrative in your affections you have a strong sense of love and protection for those in your care. Although you are knowledgeable and intelligent, your sensitivity and restriction in expression often causes frustration and could limit the satisfaction and success that would otherwise be gained from your responsible and capable nature. Although you are very knowledgeable and intelligent, you often find spontaneous verbal expression difficult. You tend to be studious, analysing each new idea before accepting it. Often you are drawn to the out of doors as a coping mechanism for bouts of loneliness and moods. Moods, which are your worst enemy, result. Your sensitivity and lack of verbal expression frustrate and limit the satisfaction in life to be gained from your responsible and capable nature.