As Ponar you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. This name makes you reserved, sensitive, and craving love and understanding. Frustration in creating the understanding you sincerely desire could result in tension, unhappiness, and outbursts of temper that could adversely affect your health. You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof. Your secretive nature can make others feel insecure and undervalued, and lead to turmoil in close friendships. Although you are easily offended by others, you do not show it. Often, it is only as you express yourself in writing that others have a glimpse of your genuine feelings and how you truly think. You prefer to work free from outside authority or supervision and are happiest on your own where you can put your ingenious ideas into practical use without interference from others. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness.
