Your first name of Portinon has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. Family and home life are important as long as a routine does not become monotonous. However, despite the hurt, you do not tend to brood for long, as you want to be happy and optimistic. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. You desire to be spontaneous and artistic but there are qualities in this name that restrict your imaginative, creative talents and make you deliberate and careful. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. This disparity creates inner frustration as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you strive for. An overheated bloodstream that throws off poisons through skin conditions such as boils, acne, or eczema could result. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
