As Portland you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. Unfortunately, it also causes a restriction in your expression. Restricted expression can bottle up your feelings, making you inflexible and stubborn with a tendency to force your ideas on others. You have an awareness of your difficulty in establishing harmony in relationships and in showing affection and appreciation for those you value. Your tendency to be honest and to the point in your opinions can lead to hurt feelings, misunderstandings, and possible resentments. You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof. It is only out in nature that you find any degree of relaxation and peace. Your secretive nature can make others feel insecure and undervalued, and lead to turmoil in close friendships. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts. Affected areas could include your heart, lungs, or bronchial organs, or centre in your head.
