Your first name of Pushpendu creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. When things do not go well and your self-esteem is deflated, you are likely to become uncommunicative. With training you could be artistically creative as you have an appreciation for music and the arts. A lack of positivity and confidence is a source of difficulty in making decisions in business dealings. There is much you would like to do, but procrastination often interferes with accomplishment. The result is intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. The mysteries of life intrigue you, and you enjoy reading, especially about mystery, science fiction, or possibly the occult. Although you are a kind person who desires association and friendship, you are really rather shy. The heart, lungs, or bronchial tubes could also be an area of potential weakness, with asthma, flu, or pleurisy ensuing. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires.
