The name of Siyovaxsh gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. Your feelings run deep and you crave love and affection but, because you seldom share your thoughts, others find it difficult to understand your needs, even if they wish to make you happy. Because you tend to place great importance on little gestures and nuances, both in your own expression and in others' communication with you, it is easy for you to misconstrue another's intent and take too personally what is not meant to hurt. It is often only through writing that you can express your higher ideals or your true appreciation for those you love. You desire refinement and are easily offended by coarse humour or bad manners. Although self-conscious in front of people, when you put on a costume you could excel at performing arts, even to the point where you lose a sense of reality. Whatever you choose, you invariably prefer to work on your own. Feeling inadequate in creating closeness and harmony in close relationships, you could become insecure, jealous, withdrawn, and repressed, and could suffer loneliness. This conflict will have a toll on your health and could show in weaknesses in your heart, lungs, and bronchial organs. You crave affection but seldom find anyone who understands your nature.
