However, you find it difficult to reciprocate, as your expression tends to be matter-of-fact in responding to others. You are easily reached through sympathy to help someone in need, and always rise to the occasion in an emergency. Since you have strong emotional desires, controlling indulgence can be a challenge. This disparity creates inner frustration as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you strive for. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered life, but it is difficult to follow through with your plans. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. Although you can be thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, you prefer to avoid technical, mathematical work. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
